the past few days i’ve been wrecked.
I went to bed early last night (an hour earlier than usual) but was still shattered this morning.
The thought of going into work, doing the same old boring work over and over doesn’t help. The money is no longer a big enough motivation. So that mental fatigue and lack of enthusiasm coupled with the fact i’m physically tired anyway, all adds up and hits me in the mornings.
I get about 6-7 hours sleep every night on a work day, and 10-11 when i’m off. I hate getting up early as I feel the day drags and I lack creativity and motivation as i’m being forced to do something i don’t want to do – get up.
That’s the reason i’ll be quitting sometime soon, within the next 5 months. I want to be productive, successful and self-motivated. When i’m working on the net or thinking of new ideas that’s exactly what i am, I don’t regard it as work. Even though it’s basically been a full time job for 6 months, earning a grand total of $150, i’ve got more satisfaction and sense of achievement from my online work, than I have over the 3 and a half years at my real day job.
I have one major idea which i’m constantly working on. I’m giving it my all. Highly motivated, stressed and desperate to get out of my current job, this is where i feel i’m at my most lethal creative wise. For the past few days and over the next few weeks, i’ll be putting together bulletproof plans for a new website. This isn’t any image host or template selling website with adsense on it, this is the real deal… the hottest Irish website of 2007, and hopefully, one of the biggest on the planet.